first off, thanks so much to everybody who's been praying for liz..

ook.. update..

not really good news. they found more tumors, and had to take her other ovary and uterus out. so she's got 6 more sessions of chemo to do.

but liz is just so strong... she's gotta pull through this. we cant lose faith.. shes gotta pull through.

but im scared. the doctor said this is the last surgery he's gonna do. so basically.. we gotta rely on the chemo and pray and pray and pray to God its not gonna come back again. man, i was so scared yesterday.. my Dad pulled the whole family aside into a different room and told us what was going on. and hes like this is serious stuff, im not gonna bull shit you... we knew this was gonna be a long battle, blah blah.. and im just scared that what the doctor means by that is, if the cancer comes back.. there's not much we can do. and i was afraid to ask if thats what he meant. but my dad said i dont know, we just have to pray that it doesnt. unless the doctor changes his mind to do surgery again.

but it just hit me yesterday... i could've lost my sister, that two years ago if she hadnt been rushed to the hospital.

i could've lost her this year, if they hadnt scheduled that surgery.

i could lose her, if it ever comes back.

and i hate, hate, hate with a passion, seeing her go through this. it's so hard seeing someone you love so much going through so much pain... it's just been too long.. it needs to stop. it needs to go away and never ever come back again...

but liz is a fighter. and damn she's freakin strong....

life is precious. keep prayin